So recognisable. I've been accompanied by a similar black dog for a long, long time. There's my confession for today. And I've always had trouble explaining people what it's like to struggle with this uninvited guest, if I ever decided to tell anyone. I never really did, only a few people close to me know this about me. People would ask me 'Why aren't you happy?' or they don't understand why I could be so down when everything was so amazing and beautiful. I look like someone who has it all, (and I do realise I have more than enough), but still struggle sometimes. It's just .. the big black dog.